Billie Eilish has revealed that she makes a conscious effort to suppress her Tourette syndrome tics during interviews, only allowing them to surface once she leaves the room. The 24-year-old singer-songwriter, diagnosed with the condition at age 11, shared her experience in a candid conversation with actress Amy Poehler on the Good Hang podcast.
Living with Tourette Syndrome
Eilish explained that she experiences vocal tics, which she described as mostly noises that she can keep quiet. However, she noted that she goes through phases where words become tics. She emphasized the effort required to suppress these involuntary movements and sounds during public appearances.
“When I’m in an interview, I’m doing everything in my power to suppress all of my tics constantly. And as soon as I leave the room, I have to let them all out,” she said.
Understanding Intrusive Thoughts
Poehler, known for her role in Parks and Recreation, steered the conversation toward intrusive thoughts. Eilish drew a parallel between these thoughts and her tics, stating, “Imagine those intrusive thoughts, but your mouth has to say them out loud, right? That is Tourette syndrome.”
The singer highlighted the frustration caused by public misunderstanding of the condition. She described how people often react with concern when she experiences a tic attack, a series of tics in quick succession. “It’s like, if you didn’t see me tic today, you’re not looking at my knees, which are tic-ing constantly under this table, and my elbows that are like … I’m clenching my arms the entire time,” she added.
The Daily Struggle of Suppression
Eilish explained that suppressing tics is a constant effort, even during enjoyable activities like interviews. “I’m really doing this the whole time – as much fun as I’m having – I’m doing everything I can to suppress every single tic that’s visible, from the top of my head to [my waist],” she said.
She noted that this is a common experience for people with Tourette syndrome, though some individuals cannot suppress their tics at all. “The not understanding of that is really frustrating, as a person with Tourette’s,” she added.
Eilish’s Rise to Fame and Advocacy
Billie Eilish rose to fame at age 14 with her hit single Ocean Eyes. Since then, she has achieved two UK No. 1 singles and three chart-topping albums, along with numerous accolades including 10 Grammy awards, two Oscars, and three Brit Awards.
By speaking openly about her condition, Eilish continues to raise awareness about Tourette syndrome and the challenges of living with neurodiversity. Her interview serves as a reminder of the importance of understanding and empathy for those with invisible disabilities.
