Adrian Chiles, a writer and broadcaster, has described the unique agony of supporting two national teams in the World Cup, as he holds dual citizenship for England and Croatia. In a personal account, he details the emotional conflict experienced during England's Group L match against Croatia, where he found himself torn between both sides.
The Marathon of Misery
Chiles likened the England v Croatia match to a marathon of misery, as both teams lay claim to his loyalty. He noted that watching a match where you have two teams to support is worse than watching your single team struggle. He said, "I’m half one, half the other. A citizen of both countries. Torn." He added that while some might see it as a win-win situation, he felt more like a loser either way.
The Impossible Choice
Chiles reflected on the many questions he received from strangers and acquaintances about whom he would support. By kick-off, he was unsure himself. He compared his dilemma to that of Richard Williams when his daughters Serena and Venus played each other in tennis. However, Chiles noted that in football, a draw is possible, and that hope is what makes it painful.
Relief in Uncomplicated Disappointment
Chiles found relief in England's subsequent match against Ghana, a goalless draw where he could wholeheartedly support England. He described the pure, untempered disappointment as refreshing compared to the zero-sum game of the Croatia match. He also watched Croatia play Panama, where Croatia secured a 1-0 win, but he fell asleep and woke up only for the final five minutes.
Fear of a Rematch
Chiles expressed anxiety about the possibility of England and Croatia meeting again in the knockout stage. He said, "Please, no, anything but that." He concluded by hoping for a draw if they do face each other again, as it would spare him the agony of choosing sides.
